Heavy Hearted

I haven't posted in a while.  Every time I sit down to do so I keep thinking about my grandmother and I have a hard time continuing.  Last week she was diagnosed with a rapidly spreading form of cancer that is in her lungs and liver.  Originally they told us that she could be gone in a matter of weeks.  Now, if the chemo is effective, she could live even a year.  She is one of the biggest reasons I started this blog and one of my biggest readers.  You see, back when I was pregnant I would post things like ultrasound pictures on facebook but I needed a way to keep the people not on facebook in the loop.  Eventually recipes and other things followed and she loved those posts as well.  She is heavy on my heart and mind right now and so when I start to type I just keep thinking about the fact that she won't be reading this tonight. 
I posted this about her last year when I forgot her birthday.  She is so special to me and I love her so much.  I hate the pain she is in.  I feel so helpless and all I can really do is pray for her.  I would appreciate if anyone who reads this would pray for her as well.  And if you could include the rest of my family I would appreciate that too.